i hate the fact that my dad constantly abuses my brother emotionally and when i call him out for it he shoves it to the side like “i’m teaching him life skills”
i was doing so well to keep myself busy from my late night 3am thoughts but now i’m sad again
when will i meet someone irl who’s also aromantic like i’m tired of this shit
school is literally draining me but at least my outlook on life is more positive uwu
i wish i had a sign over me that says i’m aromantic so that these fucking guys can stop assuming i want a bf
namjoon’s speech today hit my heart so hard that it reminded me of my past self especially when he said “no one called out my name, and neither did i”
an update to myself: i’ve been feeling really good lately ever since i told myself to get my shit together but at the same time if i stay up too late i start revisiting negative thoughts
i’ve been too sad to do my notes lately maybe i’ll just all night it and hope for the best
i wanna know what it feels like to be loved not even like romantically but just genuine love and appreciatation
i went out for the first time in awhile to celebrate my close friend’s birthday but yet i still feel empty inside idk it’s prob just me being emo like always :(
i will never understand what’s it like to be someone’s first choice
the only good thing about me crying so much is that it’s making my eyelids even again lmaoooo
the pityness is so real and annoying i might as well not have any friends and close myself off from everyone
update: i started working out again and my body is honestly so poppin
i think i’m finally starting to realize i have attachment issues ????